It's getting harder to stay alive,
But I'm hanging on,
I miss your smile,
I miss your laugh,
I miss the awkward way you'd say hello,
Like the sun waiting to explode,
Into the dark and cannot let go.

It's raining and it's morning,
and I miss the smell of your hair,
I heard you smiled so wide,
You laughed and split your sides,
And then you up and died,
And then you up and died on me.

Someday,
I'm going to float away.

Captain Howdy's on the radio,
Captain Howdy's outside my window,
and he's waving at me,
and I'm trying to hide the fact that I've died.

I've swam through every red and blue wavelength,
To try and find you,
But I don't know where you're hiding.

I miss the awkward way you'd say hello,
Like the sun waiting to explode.